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14 June 2020 @ 11:01 pm
Star Wars and the EU is the BIG one !! :D
Star Trek (original series and reboot)
Studio Ghibli
D. Gray Man
Persona series
Final Fantasy series

~currently obsessed with Scott Pilgrim!!! <3~
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02 May 2011 @ 06:52 pm
 Has it really been 6 months?? Gosh. 
How is everybody?
Been incredibly busy lately.

The last 6 months have been a real life experience, some incredibly good, and some incredibly hard. I feel like I've aged years in months and really grown up. Don't feel like a child anymore.

Moved back to London, and decided to start acting seriously. It's going brilliantly. Had parts in a couple of short films, and the work looks like it will keep on coming. I don't earn a lot, not rich or famous by any means, but I make a decent amount of money. And I do something I've always wanted to do, and I love it, and I'm living my dream. I hope to go to a drama school next year also, for more training.

But I had to leave everything behind, again. My friends and my boyfriend. It was going so well, we were going to build a house together. Really buy an old house and do it up. We were planning to get engaged  and have a family. I loved him more than anything. I feel I left my heart with him and a very different future. Everyone I know said I was too young anyway and had a lucky escape. But I think age doesn't matter and I could have very happily spent the rest of my life with him. But I wanted to live for me and not other people. I wanted to act on stage, and London is my best chance. I just pray it works and I didn't lose the man I love for nothing. Sometimes the only thing keeping me going is that I would always be wondering if I didn't try.

Hope everyone on my f-list is well, and promise I'll be around more often. :
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20 October 2010 @ 08:01 pm
thought I would post these up before I leave... i hardly have the time to draw these days. hope you like them :)

YJK Jacen and Mara :)

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20 October 2010 @ 07:58 pm

Hope everyone is well :)

Need I say school is busy ;p sorry I haven't been around much.
My wonderful boyfriend Dai is taking me away for my birthday ^_____^ we are going to Fukuoka, on the island city of Kyushu. I have never been.  it's really beautiful and romantic place and we will stay in a small house by the sea :) I am really excited to leave tomorrow and spend a long weekend there :)

It's my birthday in 2 days (friday) :D already had a wonderful gift from my parents, a new digital camera. It is excellent quality and I have been wanting one for ages :) so happy! and I will get lots of photos of my holiday ^______^

see you all soon :)
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06 October 2010 @ 08:21 pm
Hello everyone ^^ yes I'm still alive! ^__~ have been so busy at school, but lots of good things!

A lot happened when I have been gone: I broke up with my boyfriend then met a wonderful boy at college, that is now my new boyfriend ^__^ Dai writes poems, sings, and plays the piano, and is sweet and funny, and into comics and sci-fi. In other words perfect <3

I can't wait for college now! I made some friends and keep in contact. It will be interesting time ^^

It's my birthday October 22! ^_________^ I will be 19 ^^ Very much looking forward to that, and even if I have only known Dai for 2 weeks, the rumor is he is getting me a ring! well I would not mind what he gives me, but wow! ^__^ He's a wonderful man. I'm very happy ^^
I also hope to do a cosplay for my birthday, you know Moulin Rouge with Ewan McGregor? ^______^ it would be very cool and also gives me a nice birthday dress to wear ^__^

I got a new phone and it's great. It's my first Japanese cell and before I had to mess about with the country code and it was very annoying >.< well my old phone was not working well so a friend gave me his phone, never used and unwanted by him ^__^ I love my my new phone! It's touch screen and can do email too and is very, very cool ^^

Hope everyone is well and I hope to be around more, for now I need to get back to my mountain of homework!
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16 September 2010 @ 07:05 am
I have been going to college for the last week, sort of introduction to college but it does not start for months. I really hate to say it but I hate college. It was so hard to get in and I'm very lucky to get a place in a good well-known college. So I should be happy and having fun doing something I love, acting. It's only a week but it is not as fun, friendly or inspiring as I thought it would be. College is 9-5 five days a week. It also takes about 2 hours for me to get there. I feel like I don't fit in and my class is full of girls that care more about how their hair looks than acting, and boys who just mess around in class. Many people walk off during group work to have a cigarette or talk to their friends, and the teachers talk a lot about how disciplined the college is but they don't seem to care. My teachers are assholes. Yesterday they said anyone late for class was going on a disciplinary contract. Two airheaded girls turned up half an hour late and the teachers said nothing and appeared to do nothing about it. WTF. So I should be able to turn up barely 2 minutes late because I got lost in the college without them telling me off in front of the whole class. Apparantly not. Fuckers. The whole thing is so unorganized we waste hours of time every day. 2 hour long breaks, with nothing to do, WTF. Fuck the breaks, I would rather go home earlier ! Then I have no time to do anything at all when I get home. I'm so tired when I get home at about 7pm I go to sleep, then back to this hell the next day. I have been crying a lot because I hate that I hate the thing that my life is going to revolve around, and I am dreading starting college full time. I love acting and need the qualification which is the only reason I am doing this. I can't seem to connect with any of my class, since we have absolutely nothing in common and nothing to talk about, and at the end of the day I'm so fed up I just don't care about making friends.

I have a performance tomorrow. Half of my group does not care that we put on a good performance and did not rehearse properly ! We're going to look like idiots woohoo ! Thank god it's over. I hope a lot of the idiots here get kicked out.

I guess this is a "get it off your chest" post. I don't have anyone else to talk to. My parents don't want to know I don't like college. I'm trying to act happy for my friends and boyfriend. It's very hard.
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09 September 2010 @ 11:26 pm

that's all I have been saying since I got back !  :D The convention was awesome and huge ! XD I met so many wonderful people, already met on the internet for the first time in real life and people I have never met and will be tracking down :D America is a wonderful country and has very cool things, like Grape Soda and crackers that look like catfood <3

HUGE DC report coming soon ! :D want to do picswap first :)

and OMG i'm on youtube in the parade :D
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01 September 2010 @ 12:26 am
I might post my full schedule up as it is now with panels... for now just when I will (probably) be wearing costumes ;)


I hope to make it to the Death Troopers shoot to say HI XD but no promise since I have to eat and pick up my badge and I will probably be very jetlagged after 9 hours flight...
so I may or may not be in cosplay


Doing the strike team in the morning and afternoon and at around 3 I'm going to change into NJO Anakin for A/T photoshoot with blood_sorbet <3


Wearing Cagalli (Gundam Seed) for the parade. Then probably wearing Anakin the rest of the day because I want to do a lot of EU panels this day


Wearing Ben until around 5 then I'm going to help blood_sorbet with her goddess photoshoot. Probably I will change into Cagalli for that if I still feel like wearing costume


No plans XD Happy to do more LOTF/NJO/Strike team shoots :D text me if you need me (before you call please because I have limited call time :))
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23 August 2010 @ 04:07 pm
I just realized Dragon Con is about a week away, and I AM NOT READY :( *panic*

Its less time for me since I have to fly out 2 days early. I wonder if the cheap flight was worth the 24 hour transfer stop >.<

At least I will be in Paris XD

If I'm not finished then I might get the cosplay out and work on it at the airport hahaha XD
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20 August 2010 @ 04:58 am
Here's photo of my costumes. Sorry it took so long !

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cosplaying Anakin is like a dream come true ! Ever since I was interested in cosplay I always wanted to make the NJO book cover costume ^__^

Still have to start my Selphie Tilmitt and Ben Skywalker cosplay. I hope to do Selphie at the weekend when I have the apartment to myself.
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15 August 2010 @ 12:07 am
Edward and Bella drawings. Did these after I saw Eclipse ^__^

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14 August 2010 @ 07:27 am
Finally booked my hotel, I'm lucky it was cheap $260 for 5 nights including taxes :D
So now everything is booked for the con and I just have to finish my costumes...

I have been so busy working on costumes ahhhh ! XD The progress of my costumes is good now. I finished Cagalli a long time ago, almost finished the strike team jumpsuit and Anakin's orange jumpsuit and jacket :D I stopped work on the last jacket and make a better one. I think it looks better now :) Will charge up my camera battery and hopefully post some photo later :D

I really look forward to making my Ben Skywalker GAG outfit :D I think I will enjoy make the accessories like gauntlet gloves and vibroblade (if I can ;) )

I just order my wigs from America. The wigs is lovely but the $60 shipping is not o.O I'm run out of money :( But it's my fault to take so long to decide on the wigs that I have to pay so much for shipping :(
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04 August 2010 @ 06:59 am

Just the photoshoot I plan to attend for now and what costumes I will wear,the most important part lol. I have not decided what panels or events I want to see yet :)


6PM: Arrive in Atlanta
9PM: Death Troopers photoshoot. I am coming to watch :D and I may wear Mara Jade if I can make it in time ! ^__^
and if it is open I will pick up my membership


Morning: Star Wars Strike Team (Anakin Solo)

3PM: Disney photoshoot (Mulan)


Morning/afternoon:  Anakin Solo with blood_sorbet's Tahiri ? ^__^

Hopefully wearing Selphie Tilmitt sometime today also


Morning: Star Wars EU group (Ben Skywalker)

8.30PM: Yule Ball (Cagalli)


I will be very happy to do more Star Wars EU photoshoot ^__^ Otherwise I will wear the costumes that did not get as much wear

Yaaaaaaaaay ^^ I'm so excited OMG ! And this will be my first visit to America, that is exciting event also ^__^

Also I have a audition at a school of acting on August 16 !! ^__^

I have to prepare a short play and direct people in it, and a song and dance piece for myself. Then in the afternoon I have a group workshop. All this is the interview lol, as well as talking to the teachers. If it all goes well next year I will be training as actress ^___^

I am very nervous about my audition. I have little time to prepare and practise singing and dancing at the same time :( But I think I have a good idea for my piece and I hope it will be good enough
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28 July 2010 @ 09:39 am
I'm finally home !! :DDDDDD after 11 hours flight... bleagh :(

I was not with my brother and sisters on the flight home because we could not get seats together :( So I have nothing to do but entertain myself, and I did, I fill my sketchbook lol ^__^

Because I buy Invincible (boo hiss Del Rey) and Fate of the Jedi Allies at Forbidden Planet :D (Nerd Heaven lol) It is not surprise I draw lots of Star Wars EU... is this ever a surprise ? lol ^__^

I also buy a Twilight calender for Christmas lol ^__^ I draw some Twilight fanart too :D Any other Twilight fan on my F-list ? :DDDDD
I'll try to upload it all soon with the rest of my sketchbook lol :)

Fanarts of Allana, Ben, Caedus, Leia, Tahiri, Jaina, Luke...
Some I color in photoshop and other not. Hope you like it ! ^__^

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26 July 2010 @ 08:56 pm
This is my last day in London. We did everything we wanted. The best thing I have seen is Sudely castle. It is amazing ! ^__^ I love the medieval time, it is really interesting and the castle and gardens is beautiful. The armory was very cool ^^ Also we saw the London dungeon and went to York. York is a very old-fashioned city, it is like being in old England with the cobbled streets and old houses, very cool ^^ We did lots of museums and history, I love history ! ^__^

I will fly back home tomorrow and I will see Twilight tonight ^__^ So excited ahhhhhh ! ^^ I have been drawing Edward and Bella a lot lol, expect Twilight fanart post soon ! ^__^

Also last night I see this new TV show about a modern-day Sherlock Holmes. I like to read Sherlock Holmes and I did not expect much of this new show, but it is brilliant and I love it ! XD I think the actor of Sherlock is the same that plays Merlin of the BBC show Merlin ! <3
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25 July 2010 @ 08:39 am
Hi everyone ! ^__^

I have been drawing. I have not find the time to post !

Luke and Mara

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19 July 2010 @ 06:49 am

Good evening ladies and gentlemen

I arrive in London today. My father picked us up from the airport then I was watching TV... but I'm so tired I fell asleep ! lol

It is very late evening here in England. I should go to bed but I don't feel tired now lol. I think we will play on the WII, that's very fun ^__^

Hopefully I will see the Twilight: Eclipse on Wednesday !! ^___________^

So excited ! and I tell all my jealous friends about it when I get back hahaha ^^ because it will come out in Japan in November ! I can't wait to see it ! :D

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15 July 2010 @ 09:17 pm
Leaving for a holiday in the UK at the week end for a week :D To see my father in London. I love London ! I make this journey 2 or 3 times year, but I still always look forward to visit, is very interesting city :) And also Forbidden Planet ;)
I might be around, I will try :D I need to finish packing... dragging my cosplay around the world, haha :D And I try to see the new Twilight film... or wait for November for it to come out in Japan :(

I did not get the job of my interview, I am out of the country too much. I think it is not unfair, but still dispoint :(

Hope everyone is well :)
Bye x
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13 July 2010 @ 05:15 am
I look forward to this week very much ^__^ Lot of good things ^^

I have some time away with my boyfriend, tonight I stay at his house :D So excited ! It is not what it sounds, lol... I am just happy to spend more time with him and he took a day off work tomorow for me <3 so may be 2 nights...
I am very happy and nervous and excited hehe ^__^

I have a job interview yaaaaaay ! I do have a part time job but I need more work. I can't believe I have this interview ! It's hard to find work since I do not have much work experience... I keep apply and nobody calls me back, until now :D The job is very easy and good pay, it's lucky I think :D

And Heroes is my new favorite TV show ! :D

I need to work on cosplay today before it swamps me lol ^^ I have about 4 hours after school before I have to leave. I almost finish my Mulan cosplay and died the material of the strike team jumpsuit :) I hope to finish the jumpsuit today ! ^__^ I will picspam when I get back, yay lol ;)
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10 July 2010 @ 08:38 pm
So I plan a romantic weekend with the boyfrend and guess what, I got my period *angry face*
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